Merry christmas & a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I no longer fancy blogging, as it's really such a hassle!
Still, I will not shut down this space as it contains too much memories.
And who knows?!
I may just fall in love with blogging once again, someday.
You know, Geminis. HAHA.

Anyway.. HAPPY BOXING DAY!
Alright. Not like we celebrate today or something.
So.. BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Hope every single one of you had fun!

Yaya and I had ours at Novotel, together with his gang of friends.
I think Mad & Wang should have ALL the credits to make the party a successful one.
Thanks guys! =)

And what's after Christmas?!
NEW YEAR!!!!
I'm kinda excited, even though it's a hotel stay (again). HAHA.
But I think we'll be having alot alot of fun.

So.. HAVE FUN PEOPLE!

All because of you, I'm sweetly immersed in l.o.v.e-

Nowadays, I prefer to tweet than blog. Unless necessary, I wouldn't go such great lengths to post something.
And so, of course I considered tweeting this post, but apparently everything wouldn't fit into my 160 words limit of Twitter huh.

Alrighty.
All I wanna say is..
I like how stable and sweet our relationship has been, despite us having been together for the good old 5 years. But of course, these are not for sure and I am not taking such happiness as granted. I thank God and am counting my blessings.

I like.. How sensitive you are towards me.
Just an unintended action, casual remark and you are always able to define the underlying meaning(s) that sometimes even I don't realise. I really wonder how you do it at times. This especially tingles me when I'm feeling down or unhappy.
Example: I was looking at this something that I really like. But due to price considerations, it's a no-no to get it home of course. At such moments, you NEVER seem to fail to ask if I want it. If yes, you'll tell me that you can pay.
Amazingly, such scenario happened N times.

And so..

I like.. How can a no blood relations person know me so freaking well. From what I like to eat, like to play, like to dress and so on. I believe that besides having been together for a memorable 5 years, there must be something else in it.

I like.. How attentive and caring you are towards me. At times you may not even realise, or may just deem it as a casual act. But I've been noticing it all. And yes, please trust that I've been real grateful for these all.
Examples:
*Knowing that daddy peels my prawns for me since young, you decided to take over his role and do it for me, just cause you know I love peeled prawns.
*Knowing that even though I like to eat fish, I hardly really consume it. And that's maybe because i've choked on a fish bone when young. In fact I think you're the one who realised this. So, to convince me into eating fish, you'll pick the fish meat out and ensure me time and again that it's bone free. Haha.

I like.. How you talk to me bout out future, because I've never thought that you'd have considered so far. From where we stay till how much we need and that I've to start working to pay of my debts. I was really, taken aback.

I like.. How you say your family & I are your first priority in life. But I can tell that I'm slowly having a higher percentage of attention compared to your house's.

I like.. How you support me in everything i do. You will always say "just try lo" whenever I'm going to venture out something.

I like.. How you trust me and allow me freedom in all aspects. Be it if it's work or school, you've never interfered or doubted me. Knowing that I've got a hell load of male friends, you've never been jealous. Best, you wouldn't mind if I go out with 1 or 10 guys, all by myself.

Oh my. I've never really realised that there's so many things I like about you. But trust me. I know and will continue to count my blessings. Meanwhile, BB, please bully me lesser and treat me even nicer k? Haha.

<3

Advantages of being a DJ!

I've never really thought of this before till a few moments earlier.
Hahaha!

1. People are very impressed with this job of yours, and look at you in a different way. It allows you to be proud. But, not for me though. I prefer to be low profile. Haha.

2. You get sponsors for quite a number of stuffs. To name a few: Grooming services like hair, nails.

3. You get freebies now and then!
Free movies!!! Free makeup!
Oh. Free concerts for the lucky Mediacorp DJs!

4. Do what you like in between songs. I've been watching Xiaxue's Guide to Life got the past 2 hours. Haha!

5. Meet celebrities! Those lucky Mediacorp DJs get to meet almost all celebrities who step their feet on Singapore. I haven't met any to date.

6. Listen to the latest songs while working and not get sacked, cos it's your job! Haha!

7. Experience life as a celebrity when there's events going on.

8. Read magazines or online gossip articles as much as you want while working whole day long. Cos it your responsibility to digest and share them!

Seems not bad hor this job?
Haha.
I think so too...

Disappointment

I would like to share that:
Officially, I will not be converting my part-time status to full-time with 88.3Jia.
So, I'm actually very lost.
I don't exactly know what can I do in future and if I will like what I will be doing.
This sucks.

Worse, I know my family is very disappointed.
Especially DADDY, my number 1 listener.
I expected that this will happen, yet I prayed for a miracle still.
From Steph not able to be a pilot, till me not able to be a full-time DJ.
My, can you imagine his disappointment?
But of course, many others like Yaya and my friends are disappointed as well.

The worst scenario happened.

Still, I know that He has other better plans for me.
I just need to believe in Him and anticipate.

Just an add on.

I forgot to mention bout these. Those beautiful boxes, wrappers, packagings are specially selected by Mr Ho at many different places.
We were working at Orchard on one of the Saturdays. After that, we took a train to Dhoby Gaut and I circle lined back home. He was supposed to head home too. But I called him after 1.5 hours and he didn't pick up. As usual, I called his sis and she said he went Daiso.
He picked up after several tries and giving excuses like he went out to PS to pee and for dinner, cos he's very hungry.
According to him, I made a nasty comment like.. "Wa. You very fat leh. Keep eating."
In fact, he was at Daiso busy shopping for my stuffs.
I know I know. I'm guilty already.
SORRY BB! Please forget bout this and forgive me k? Haha.

My VERY Happy 5th Anniversary!

I haven't been feeling like blogging for a very long time already.

But thanks to yaya, I have to.

And on account of his effort and sweetness, try to finish reading ya?

As many of you know, our anniversary lies on 01 October.

This year, I thought it's been made known long ago that my only present would be the more- than- enough- expensive Burberry tote. If you haven't heard of the story, let me tell you.

There was this day when I was working with yaya at Central. And we saw this girl with a Burberry tote. He started asking me if I really liked the bag and all. So, I asked if he's buying it for me.

And yes, there goes my surprise.

He has yet to collect the bag from his friend btw.

And so, we have been thinking how to celebrate this special day.
Cos yaya thinks that 5 years have been kinda a milestone already.
So, we ought to have some kind of special celebration.
Thought of several, but non works.

End up, as usual we went to Malaysia yesterday.
However, yaya's been teeling me that he wants to bring me out to this special other place after that. But because it's very late already, he disclosed that it's Marina Barrage which he plans to bring me to.
Finally, we didn't go anywhere and decided that his room is it.

He asked me to sit down, took out his iPAD and started his "Q&A" session.
First Q: "When is our anniversary date?"
(Who doesn't know? And so, I was awarded my first prize.)
Second Q: "How many times have we celebrated our anniversary?"
(Well, you think he knows? So, he just gave the prize. HAHA.)

It turned out to be 2 pieces of Shiseido mud masks.

Next Q: "Name 3 nicknames you have for me."

(Correct! And I was awarded a big box.)

Q: "3 things you like about me."

(Another big box awarded!)

Last Q: "List 3 occassions when I really made you touched."

(One big box, again!)

Opened up and...

TADAH!
Seaweeds! Cos I've been loving this "Triple-M" chilli seaweed and he specially bought many other different flavours for me to munch on.

But, we didn't know that they taste totally different from what we used to have!

HAHA.

Next on, he said it was end of our "Q&A" session.

Proceeding to part 2- playing games.
First game: 乌龟乌龟跳

Second game: 海带拳

Last game: Five Ten

And for every round I win, I would be awarded a small pack stored in this box below.

Initially, he gave me pack by pack.
And cos he feels that it would take us very long before I receive everything, he gave me 3 packs at each hand I win. HAHA.

And guess what's inside this little packs?

ACCESSORIES!

LOTS OF ACCESSORIES which he specially ordered online weeksssss ago!

This was the first one I open and it's a ring which says "LOVE".

I wanted to buy this online and he actually got it!

The only problem is...

It's superrrrr small!

Small enough to fit only my last finger.. :((

Another ring with heart shapes and a dangling star pendant.

Yaya says the theme of his surprise is LOVE & HEARTS.

HAHA.
And yes, this ring fits only my small finger.

Below is a ring that's very me.

Bling!

And this one fits any finger as it's stretchable.

HAHA.

I kinda like this one below as well.

Best, I think I can wear it on other fingers!

A VERYYY golden cheena crown.
HAHAHA~

Another heart one.

I kinda like this one below quite a lot.
Best, it only fits my last finger, again.
Guess, my last fingers are gonna be very busy wearning these rings.

Next, this pair, I like, alot!

Cos I bought the silver pair too!

YAY! Now I have two of the same kind.

MUAHAHA.

Yaya said, "WHA LAO!" when I told him I've got this. HAHA.

He said he thinks this pair is very nice.

I think so too.

Photo does no justice la.

Been wanting to get this too!
Yaya says there's suppose to be a pair of "NO", but for some unknown reasons, it's missing!

Ok, something that I won't get, but kinda me.
Strawberry ice cream!

Yaya knows that I've been liking the gingerbread man soft toy from "Universal Studios".
So......

He says he got me this cos I like strawberries.
But BB, this is cherry! HAHA.
-_-"

After taking up quite alot of time to unwrap the above accessories, here comes another surprise that I SUPERRRRRR LOVE!
TOTALLY~!

It came in the form of very thick envelope.


And I saw the words..
"BIRTHDAY"
Hmm? Whose birthday?
And this silly boy says it's a belated birthday card, cos "all I had" was ths Thailand shopping trip.
Seriously, that's sooooo enough my dear.

But this isn't the end..
Look at how special this card is?!
I superrrrrrrrrrr love!
BB says he bought this for several reasons.
1. Cos I told him I don't want flowers and he feels that this looks like a bouquet of flowers when burst open.
2. It's superrr special (cos I love SUPERRRR BIG CARDS)
3. It's bear and there's lots of glitter which I love.
Totally, I love it!


Next, he told me to no harbour too much hopes.
They're all wrapped up too.
HAHA.
And look, it's his breakfast bar which I've been eyeing on for a long time!
He's giving it to me cos he wants me to have them before going to gym in the morning. =)

YUPI sweets!
He says I confirm like them, cos I was the one who bought these, but left it in his bag and cleanly forgotten bout it.
Wrapped up too. Can you believe it?

Another highlight of the day!
This ultimate pretty box which he "DIY- built" himself!
Guess what's in it?

He even bought these pretty stuff to put into the box!

First item from the box:
"Anti Lady Killer"

Reason behind buying this is cos sometimes he doesn't accompany me to my doorsteps (when it's late) and he want me to be free from some kuku people (in his views, bangalaS).

So, this is supposed to be for my self protection.

I'm kinda shocked by his thoughtfulness.

Next, shaver.

Very -_-" I know.

He bought this cos it says I won't get hurt while shaving or something.

He doesn't want me to get hurt, yes.

HAHA.

Next up, a device to remove dead skin on feet.

He knows I love to mani / pedi, but for pedi I needa go to the professionals cos of my dead skin.

So, he specially got me this!

Something which I've been eyeing on too..

Fringe pad!

Simple.

He doesn't like my look with hairband.

He thinks I'll look nicer with this, at home.

I was unwrapping the wrapper for this and I read the words..

"Monkey Nail Dryer"

And I went "OH OH!".

Cos, I bought this yearssssss back!

HAHAHA.

But I told him, now I can dry 2 hands with 2 monkeys!

The little story behind this dryer is that he ordered this weeks back, but it took like very very very long to come! So, he was very worried that this would be left out of the many surprises.

He had to call the seller to chase after it and when it was raining when the postman delivered this. Hence, the crumpled box.

Next, he introduced this present as one of the most expensive and the highlight one.

I was like... "WTH is this?!"

I've never seen or wanted this.

Then he told me to off the lights.

It's a light stick!!

He must have known I loved light sticks / glow sticks!

And I'll get real excited seeing this!

And I did!

I tell you! It can display ANYTHING!

So, I'll use this to support yihao!!!

HAHAHA.

Next up, he handed me these two stuff.

Every single little thing's wrapped up btw!

And...

I said..

"OH BB! I like this alot alot alot! So, I also bought this pair online!"

WAHAHAHA!

Then, here came this box.

A heart shaped ring box.

Guess what's inside?!

This apple ring which will send chills down the spine of Shonia, Glenn & I!

HAHAHAHA!

Next up, yaya says this is the last present. No more.

Then he took out this really nice box!

I superrrrrrrrr love!

It's just so me!

Pink, purple, heart, love, glitters!!

And it shows the colourful streamers which I really love as well and a card!

Guess what's in it?!

It's the "self-cam" mirror for my polariod!

The card says..

"I know you've been eyeing on this for very long but don't bear to spend the money to buy it. So, here it is. I hope you like it."

Yes, I superrrrr do!

And this small thing is really expensive!

Just this little piece costs almost $25 can?!!!

And yes, I really love it!

But now, I'll have to remove my crystals or it won't fit in.

And here's a summary of all my surprise presents!!!

Accessories all kept in one little packet (beside monkey).

Alot alot alot huh.

Besides the above, he made a mini video to commemorate this occassion.

It's a collate of our videos, from then to now, with 《我爱他》as background music (my exclusive ringtone he picked for me).

This was extremely touching cos he specially bought the software to make the mini video and had to learn how to use it.

And due to sooooo many presents, we had to bike 2 big bags home!

And BB says that he initially planned to stuff this all into my Burberry bag as a BIG BIG surprise. But, he hasn't been able to meet up with his friend to collect the bag.

So, he feels that it's imperfect.

Also, as he just took his car practical test for the fourth time, he thought that he would be able to pass. and he wanted to pass badly. So, he would be able to borrow his uncle's car and send all these presents and I to Marina Barrage.

He thought of it as a romantic surprise.

So, this contributed to his sadness for failing his car test.

But, even without Marina Barrage, without the Burberry bag, I thought these are all so so so more than sufficient. It feels like a dream. How could such things ever happen to me? These surprises and thoughtfulness and effort can only be seen in the non existing idol drama relationships isn't it?

All just because we know we've to make this 5th year a memorable one.

I'm grateful.

Very.

I appreciate.

Alot.

And when I reached home, trying to dig for my camera in my bag, I found this:

A LOVE LETTER!

I've always beeen very anal about not receiving love letters in the past.
Not anymore.
But, this seems like a dream surprise.
Cos he wrote 4 pages long!

You must be thinking, what good have I done to deserve such a good man right?
Just a pair of surprise tickets for 吴宗宪 康康 小钟 《三大难高音》concert.
And this sweet boy says his present can be left after I find a full time job.

Seriously, I don't know how to react.
Neither do I know how to tell you how much I appreciate these BB.
I can see your effort.
I see your thoughtfulness. Every single bit of them.

I really appreciate, alot alot alot.
And like what you say, I do hope we can be together, forever.
Let's work hard towards this common goal.

Lastly, thank you BB.
I love you. =)

Oh, btw, our anniversary celebration isn't over yet.
Cos bb's bringing me to the ZOO ZOO ZOO tomorrow!
YIPPIEEEE~

I wanna be like my friend, Wan Zhen.

By now you guys should know that I basically own the best friends (one can ever have) in the whole wide world right?

I specially wanna be like one of my angels, WanZhen. Her selfless and humble character inspires me, alot.

We're always on her mind no matter what. She's always trying to gather and meet up her two useless girlfriends, even though she's the busiest of all.
She has the most stable income of us all. Thus, always treating us to good food even when we're supposed to go Dutch.
Not only does she love us, but our families as well. Her gifts are often for MY FAMILY & I.

I often hope that I can get a full time job soon, so as to let my parents and grandma lead a better life. On top of that, I'd love to give my dear friends a treat now and then, presents occasionally or during festives.
This sounds like I'm kinda a good friend too huh?

One of the MANY lame conversations we have everyday.

Me: Wa bb. Luckily your gf has long legs. If she has short legs, then she wouldn't be able to take your bike.
(Cos his bike's very high. To me, it's like a challenge to sit on it everytime.)

Bb: Oh but B..

Me: What?!

Bb: I tell you but you cannot be angry arr.

Me: Ya, what?!

Bb: If I've a skinny gf, then I wouldn't need to buy this bike.
(His bike's very spacious and big.)

Me: Oh but bb, even if you have a skinny gf, you're still fat what. So, you still need a big bike to contain yourself afterall! 

WAHAHA.

Totally, lost.

Everyone's heard of this saying- 希望越大，失望越大。
Nowadays, I no longer anticipate for my romance.
I allow nature to take its course.
And apparently, I became a happier person filled with love.

Career.
Just as I said, two years back I decided that DJ is gonna be my lifetime career.
Now, things changed.
It's not that I no longer love radio.
It's not that I no longer have passion for radio.
I do. Plenty.
Comaprable to anyone else or even more than them.
I love this job, totally.
I place it on my first priority in life.
I care so much about this job that I often have nightmares about it.
No, I'm not kidding.
I always have dreams that I'm late for work, I err on air, etc.
So much so that even if I only had to be on air at 4pm, I reach at 3pm or earlier.
I treasure every single time that I get to go on air.

But so?

Life has never been fair.
I don't fight and I don't snatch.
All I want is to do what I like.
Am I wrong?

Great.
Life turns harder as age increases.
希望越大，失望越大。
Now that I know chances are slim, I no longer wish to anticipate.

I'm sorry if I disappointed many of you.
Still, I thank you for the utmost support I received.

My friends, my superstar friend.

I know I haven't been updating this space for a looooong looong time.
My apologies, if you've been here to check out regularly.
HAHA.

Anyways...

Have there been times where you really really feel happy for your friend(s)?!
I have.
Many times.
When Yihao got into SQ.
When Shonia broke up with her stupid bf.
When WanZhen finally gets some quality time and holiday with Jeb.
When Glenn is forever working so hard and slowly realizing his dreams.
When Zilei opened her 'hanger'.
When Melvin sent in his resume.


Have there been times when you really can't help but feel so so so proud of your friends?
I have.
Regularly. Often. Always.


Friends take up a lot a lot of me.
I am happy to have them as my guardian angels who are always by my side.
Thank you all my dears.


OH.
The main point of this post is not so much about friends.
Is more about me having a friend who freaking got into the TOP 20 of <才华横溢出新秀2010>!
Yes.
LAI YIHAO that is.


Pleaseeeeeeeeeee give him your utmost support when the competition officially starts huh!
Join his fanclub (coming soon!) and go down on site to support when necessary k?!
THANK YOU in advance!

WOOHOO~