Helpless.

Sometimes I feel so useless.
I know how bad it feels when experiencing a break-up.
I wanna help.
Yet I can't and I don't know how.
Please be good my dear.

As compared, I feel so bad.
Because here I am, a heart filled with love from Yaya everyday.
This boy is really one hell of sweet.
As compared, I also feel blessed with Yaya.
Thank you aplenty my dear boy.

Part 1: Travelling from Singapore to OKC.

I've been dragging this for quite some time.
And I decided to do this bit by bit, area by area.
Not so much of sharing but more of notes to myself.

Firstly, memories of travelling from Singapore to the faraway Oklahoma City, USA.


-Flight at Changi Airport on 23 April, 0055h. Thursday 'night'.
-Sent off by parents, ah ma, ken, steph, alas, Limei, DaWee, yaya.
-To Shanghai for transit, 5 hours.
-Glenn & I had emergency exit seats.
-Reached in morning.
-Transit time, 6 hours.
-Wanted to go out town, but was too expensive.
-Had delicious KFC's cheap breakfast.
-Experienced the not-so-cold Shanghai air.
-Lionel's nose was running like a tap.
-Jo got him the funny bird mask.
-Bought loads of tasty titbits as shown above.
-All was freaking tired but was not allowed to sleep, till next flight to adjust time lag.
-Bought stacks of magazines as it was dirt cheap!
-Flight to New York at 1200h.
-Duration, 15 hours +.
-FCUKING IRRITATING WHINY CHINA KID CRYING NON STOP & his stupid dad.
-All masks on for hydrating skin!
-Lionel was home sick and wanted to go home. HAHA.
-He got more emo after watching korean drama on plane.
-'Ice Mountains' scenary.
-A packet of Lay's burst open due to pressure.
-Finally arrived at New York.
-Friendly custom officer who called us Sweetheart.
-Experienced the super windy New York.
-Stupid train station to domestic flights airport with no signages.
-Joanne went in train and doors closed. She left alone (and came back later). HAHA.
-Unable to check in domestic flight to Dallas, then OKC.
-Had to go Laguardia Airport to catch only way to OKC for the day.
-Took 'daylight robbery' cab ride.
-Supposed to only pay US$13 each. Ended up paying US$39 each.
-Called Virginia at airport.
-Flight to Dallas. All seperate seatings.
-Guy beside me ordered loads of food and drinks at ridiculous prices.
-Flight was slower than usual due to bead weather.
-Delayed again.
-Arrived at Dallas, Fortworth.
-Had to run to next check in place for flight to OKC.
-On plane and waited for a long time before taking off, cos there was no pilot!
-Had to wait for another pilot to fly us.
-Seated with Zilei and Jo.
-Fast flight to OKC.
-Arrived and Marriott van wasn't there to pick us up.
-A friendly guy offered us his hp to call Marriott.
-Vicky answered. Couldn't understand her.
-Was told to take a cab to Marriott and they would pay.
-Real cold and windy at OKC airport.
-Cab driver Greg was friendly.
-Realised that cabs couldn't print receipts like ours.
-Vicky said Greg's cab was expensive and told us not to call him next time.
-Arrived on Friday night, Saturday morning.
-So, WE COULD CHECK-IN!
-Given Room 824 after tiring flights.

-To be continued-

永远的女子天团，S.H.E

和很多人一样，我喜欢S.H.E。 喜欢她们超和谐的歌声。 喜欢她们非一般的奇妙默契。 喜欢她们坚固，感人的友情。 喜欢她们的坦率，搞笑，不做作。 等。 总觉得，S.H.E是绝配。 和其他艺人比起来，就是不一样。 这让我想支持她们。 上个月底，在S.H.E小巨蛋演唱会的Encore表演中，因为律师男友的关系，Selina秘密谈了3年的地下情，终于浮上台面。 看了告白短篇，身为歌迷的我非常的为她开心，感动。由于我哭点很低，所以也跟着流泪了。 疼惜因为她们＂艺＂与常＂人＂，所以身不由己。就算开心，幸福的恋爱中，也不能承认。 但我也为她开心，因为虽然等了9年，但至少今天她在演艺圈的身份，地位，终于允许她公开真相。 也因为这个告白，让我们理解到了＜安静了＞这首歌背后的主角与含义。再次的听，感动多了。 看到三个女生成长为女人，勇敢而且永不放弃的爱，真的- 感动。 S.H.E是个传奇。

I'm "freaking" 22!

A year just passed like that.
Yes, I'm officially 22. Dread this fact though :(


Ok. What happened was I landed on 8 June, 0500h. Straight after, I took a flight to Thailand with my dear Yaya and his family.
This boy of mine is really ultimate sweet.
This trip is actually a big surprise as he time and again stopped me from withdrawing cash.
Considering the fact that he loves me to pick my own presents, he SPONSORED the whole trip.
From flight to lodging to every little single thing I bought.
Whenever I wanna purchase something, I just have to tell him the amount to pay.
HAHA.
And when I'm considering if I should get this particular stuff or not, he ALWAYS say, "You like just buy. Never mind the amount."
Awww right?
Not only so, he always snatch to carry all my stuff even though I always insist on carrying some to share the load.
THANK YOU FAT BB YAYA!


Would love to take this opportunity to thank every single one of you who made an effort to remember this day. Be it if you sent me an SMS or a little message on FB, THANK YOU!
I really appreciate this loads.


Of course, special thanks to all my sweet dear friends who surprised me at airport as early as 5am. HAHA.
BIG BIG THANK YOU!