Disappointment

I would like to share that:
Officially, I will not be converting my part-time status to full-time with 88.3Jia.
So, I'm actually very lost.
I don't exactly know what can I do in future and if I will like what I will be doing.
This sucks.

Worse, I know my family is very disappointed.
Especially DADDY, my number 1 listener.
I expected that this will happen, yet I prayed for a miracle still.
From Steph not able to be a pilot, till me not able to be a full-time DJ.
My, can you imagine his disappointment?
But of course, many others like Yaya and my friends are disappointed as well.

The worst scenario happened.

Still, I know that He has other better plans for me.
I just need to believe in Him and anticipate.