Sadness.

My heart aches so much at the thought of leaving tomorrow. I so feel like stopping the time and that I don't have to go.

My family. Everyone is so worried about me, about the trip. I feel so bad. Grandma's celebrating her 70th birthday on 17 May. Yet I'm all alone, away. I so wanna celebrate and chip in for her dinner too.

My yaya. My biggest worry and fear. I feel so bad for leaving him all alone here for 1.5 months. The last time when he went shanghai for 5 days, I cried like there's no tomorrow. And ever since, he brings me along everywhere. I fear not being able to contact him. I fear that he'll be lonely and yet doesn't know how to call his friends. So, please date him out people. Thank you. I feel lost, leaving you behind, being without you bb.

This feeling sucks big time.
I hate it.

Last one, before US.

I haven't been updating this place for quite some little time.
That's because I've been really busy.
I have soooo much things to settle and cope with.

Anyway, I wanted to upload some photos and share some stuff.
But, like always, blogger doesn't allow me to.
So, fuck it.
I'm not sharing anymore.

Anyway, S.H.E was great!
Especially when you watch with the right people.
One pity is...
I've already bought the bloody $138 ticket.
Why are we still seated sooooooooooooooooo freaking far behind?!
I don't understand leh!
Haiz.

And I guess this is the last post before US.
None of us will be bringing laptop along.
But, iPhone do wonders remember?
So I'll update on twitter regularly whenever there's wi-fi.
Hence, so tune in to my TWITTER regularly.
And I'll try my best to update this place whenever I can as well.

Lastly, here's my flight schedule.
If everything goes well, I'll be back on June 8.
And if necessary, I'll fly with Yaya to Thailand on that very same day as well.
Otherwise, I'll be back to my sweet home.

Ciaos!

解脱

I finally completed the exam for my last module before going to USA! And the happy thing is That I actually knew how to dl the paper! Haha. I feel sooooo good! With the visa obtained yesterday, I shall prepare for my trip while I play hard in the meantime!

WHOO!

My boyfriend, "默默".

As many of you may know, I will only be back from USA on 8 June, 0600h, my birthday itself. And the best thing is- my boy will be leaving for Thailand on the same day, 0800h flight. And so, there will be no celebration on the actual day.

The main point is..
He was telling me that he may have to take OFF today to celebrate his best buddy, Bing Wang's birthday.
So I was like...
"Eeee so unfair! Bing Wang's birthday can take off, what bout mine?"
Well, I was really kidding.
And he started harping about me agreeing to his trip on my birthday.

Then guess what.
He said he will be attending his best campmate, Poh Teng's birthday on the night before Thailand's trip. Cos it so happened that Poh Teng is turning 21 on June 8.
And so I said.. "Wa! First Bing Wang, now Poh Teng! Then what bout me?"
Then he said.. "Oh, shall we celebrate before you go USA (where got people celebrate sooooo in advance one?) or after you come back?"
Well, I said, "knn. Don't wanna celebrate la!" HAHA..

Then he told me not to regret cos he had already thought of where to bring me to.
And well, it's our local Universal Studio.

Me: "CHEY! I going to the USA one. Why should I still go Singapore's?"
MUHAHAHA.

Still, I know your efforts that you 默默-ly give, BB! That's why I'm blogging now. But, can we have something better, pleaseeeeeee.

I heart my boy who constantly 默默付出.
Hurhur.

Just but another update.

Ever since I had Twitter, blogging becomes a hassle somehow.
Still, I will try my best to blog la.

Anyway, I was cruising in FB and I spotted my friend's sis's profile.
I clicked in and browsed through her wedding photos.
I was only primary 5 when I first met her..
Since then, she was already together with her fiance.
Well, they had been together since secondary school.
However, they broke off for sometime in between.
Still, all well ends well.
I feel very happy for her.

And, 88.3 JIA FM celebrated our third birthday!
Everything was good!
From the place to audience to performance.
We had fun!
And it was kinda surprising that the whole Dragonfly was filled up,
with many listeners still queuing outside even though the show had started way ago.
Apologies, by the way.

Oh yea, I loved my hair that night!
Thank you IVY from Phase Salon!

Just some highlights..

Yea, the only 2 PT PPs of 88.3 JIA.

And of course, the reunion of my guardian angels and I.
From left: ChengYao, Darryl, Melvin.

Heh. BB came with Kaining and Fabian to support as well.
And didn't manage to take a photo with Yihao and Glenn, as they were in the crowd.
Big Thank You!

This is ShiHan, hosting 5PM - 8PM with DeJiang daily.
She said that she's very touched to see Darryl and my 'accomplishments' today.
Well, she was full of praises for me. (*paiseh*)
Thank you!

Lastly, you must have seen her if you watch TV early enough.
YouYi from Channel 8's 早安您好.
And yes, she was from 88.3 JIA FM.
She was telling me that she's proud of me, as she saw me progress from zero.
HAHA.
Cos, she remembers me wayyy back from the VERY first audition
of Campus Reporter at Jurong Entertainment Centre.

I'm not being boastful of the compliments I received.
I just feel touched that there are people who recognizes my hard work.
And most importantly, they are willing to share their thoughts with me.
Telling me about my growth and how well I did.
I see DJ-ing as my lifetime career and I do hope that there's a path waiting for me out there, somewhere.

Dear God, thank you for all the love and care you've been showering.