I JUST MET THEM, MY LOVERGIRLS!

Yes, believe your eyes.
We JUST met! Like finally.. HAHAHA.
And for a belated birthday celebration for Ngoh.
Ask me when was her birthday?!!!
Haha. 27 September la.
Sorry lor. We 3 also don't know why supppppper busy. =)
Still, true friends will stay so lovey forever, even though we don't see each other often.
Eh this year not bad leh. Met twice liao.
HAHAHA.
Normally like 3 years once la. -_-"

Anyway, since it was Ngoh's birthday, naturally she'd get her presents!
And I got her a polaroid mini 7s.
She loved it to bits! HAHA.

Exploring it.

Wow! The first photo!

What we took. I know, you can't see it clearly.

My forever love, Zhen.

My another forever love, Ngoh.
And we've been friends since 1999 leh.
10 years anniversary!!! =)

My X'mas present from Zhen.
Thanks my darling, so thoughtful of you!
Cos she wanted me to match it with my dress =)My all time fave, HEART!

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HAHAHAHAHA!
How can we look so fucking dark huh!
Ok, thanks to netball I know.
Still, how can I look so fugly?!
My teeth! My clothes! My face!
EVERYTHING!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

HAVE A GOOD LAUGH MANN~ =)

I'm afraid, of losing.

Whenever things start to go out of my control or not in my way, I think of my friends.
Because I know all they want is for me to be happy.
Thus, I have to be.
For them, for myself.

I thought of what Mel said.
"Count your blessings".
This is what I tell myself and what I do.
Be contented and don't expect anything.

I am so afraid to complain.
Because I picked this route myself.
I try not to even feedback to you.
Because I feel that I don't have the "authority" to do so.
I refuse to admit.
But I think it's all because I'm afraid of losing.

Festivals are meant to be spent with your loved ones.
Did you managed to?

Right or Wrong.

I have always been very proud of my "talent".
And that's being able to speak accurate and fluent mandarin.
But in Singapore, at times people's comments make me feel like a freak.

"Wa! Speak madarin with you very stress leh. Relax la."
"Eh, can don't speak to me like as if you are on radio not?"

These are insults, I feel.

The mandarin I speak is what we call "标准华语".
It's meant to be spoken like this in the first place.
So, why should there be a 标准 before 华语?
But if you don't, I totally understand; that's because we're in Singapore.
A country which emphasizes more on English.

For me, I'm this way today because I have interest in Mandarin.
I feel confident when speaking it.
Plus, I respect this mother tongue of mine.

On the other hand, I don't deny that your remarks affect me.
I start to speak just pure Singaporean mandarin.
In turn, my job is affected.
Because I don't really bite my words that hard on air now.
At times, I miss out the 'h' in words.
And that's definately something bad for me, for my job.

So, from this moment onwards, I'll start speaking my "标准华语".
You take it or leave it.

emo first then... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I have so much more to say in this post.
Still, I managed to keep it cool.
And here's the super edited and much deleted version:

To a couple in relationship, friends can be an aid or an obstruction.
I feel that sometimes friends pose problems to a couple, obviously.
Especially when you don't clique with your bf's friends or your bf doesn't clique with your friends.
This sucks.

For me, I make an effort to let YAYA be in most parts of my life.
This includes friends.
Because I feel that it would be great to have him around at all times.
And my lovely friends welcome that totally.

No matter what, friends should NEVER be an obstruction.
If you can't be an aid, be supportive at least.
Otherwise, leave.


Fuck it.


Because THIS'S THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS, MY FRIENDS!
May you guys be blessed with love and health.
I LOVE YOU! =)

Series of Happenings!

Last weekend, my family and I went to Malaysia- Pangkor Island and Ipoh.
It wasn't a superb trip due to the super lousy planner.
Still, I enjoyed the superrrrr long bus journeys and we managed to capture some really nice photos!
I especially love the sunset ones.
For full range of photos, check out Facebook.

And, despite the rushing trip, I bought stuff!

Happy lorr!
A Hush Puppies dress,
"Felicia" "Darren" necklaces,
Squashy swiss roll keychain,
Mini blanket (that i've always wanted!) from Watson's,
Squeeshy eggs &
Lion pencil case!

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Then on the just passed Tuesday, a visit to Sizzler's at Suntec.
With Yihao, Glenn, Yaya, Kaining and Fabian.
Why Sizzler?
Because my dear yaya went there on weekend with his friends and he loved it!
Sooooo, he wanna bring me there. =)

Ok, look what a combination Yihao got from the salad bar.
Tuna + peach + egg + corn = WEIRD!

Another weird.
Fabian's ice-cream.
I didn't had time to eat! =(

Look. Another one. Yihao's weird la, seriously.

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Next up was Shonia's birthday on Wednesday!!!
We went Wang Jiao Cafe, cos of the SUPER BIG milk tea!
Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear!
For full range of photos, check out Facebook.

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Alright. This is just random.
Because I couldn't resist the Christmas Trees.
And yaya was forced to take photos with me.

Recently...

Campus Reporter 2009 was successfully held at Heeren last Saturday.

I was a little busy, as I was in charge of the finalists.
HAHA.

On the following day, Sunday, it was my uncle's wedding.
We had a lunch buffet and a wedding dinner.

And if you think that the photos are well taken, it's because....
Our family bought a Canon Digital Ixus 120!
HAHA.
All because I said I had no camera to shoot the Campus Reporter event.
Daddy, being my NUMBER ONE fan agreed on buying one on FRIDAY night.
HAHA!
And all I paid was S$100!
=)

Anyway, I'm heading for Ipoh tomorrow morning with my family!
Will be back on Sunday.
So, I'm a little excited now.
HAHA.

It's just another emo moment.

I don't know if I will be able to do so, but I will try.
And that's to... "Expect lesser".

I wanna free myself from pain.
I wanna stop being disappointed 10 out of 10 times.
I wanna end all despair.

Instead...

I wanna treasure what I have now.
I wanna thank God for everything in my life.

I really don't know if I will be able to do it.
But I hope I will feel a teeny happier this way.
It's a tough fight. Still, I will try.
Because this is the route I chose.
And this is the only way I can treat myself better.

Sometimes, I feel lost.
Very.
But I know for a fact that I have my guardian angels with me.

Thank God. =)