"再见了，友谊。"

对于我曾经紧握着，和珍惜过的友情，

我别无选择，只能默默接受。

把我推开是不得已，我了解。

无可奈何。

我心碎了，痛也痛过了，不再计较什么。

谢谢，让我曾经拥有过的美好。

谢谢，曾经给予我的所有一切。

我衷心的珍惜与感恩。

从今，我不再努力，只留下怀念。

一切的一切，尽在不言中。

希望朋友从此幸福，快乐。

感谢曾经的我，上。

TOTALLY Defeatedddddd..

Zilei was saying that she received 166 roses in total from her bf.
Well, the big deal is... Within 2 years.

I was like.. "Fcuk! Edmund's sucha bastard.."

HAHAHA..
I received like 3 for our first Valentine's and 11 for our second.
THAT'S IT.

And zilei went.. "HMM. Well, what can I say?"
And carried on.. "Oh. I received 99 for my birthday and ya.. That's why.."
"Anyway, he's in Aussie and have to make up for it la.."

WTF.
I don't even know how does 99 roses look like when bunched together mann.
Ok.
I know it's a waste of money and all for some stupid flowers that wilt finally.
But! Which girl doesn't like flowers, tell me..

Alright.
I'm jealous.
ARGH!

Anyway, this post is not used for hinting at anyone or what.
It's just to vent my jealousy..
HAHAHAHHAHAAAAAA.

21, no plans yet. At all.

Hideous Human..

I'm starting to hate people.
Through my job, I realized:
How hideous human can be when I don't even know them?!

When you do well, no one bothers to praise.
Still, I'm ok with that.
But, when you screw up, they can't wait to mock at you!
They will send all sorts of SMSes to attack you at once!
As if they are very afraid that they are not the FIRST in the Q.

Haiz.
I seldom receive such SMSes.
Today, I realized that my EQ is not that high afterall.
Cos, they succeeded!
They successfully demoralised me.

But, I will be ok sooooooon!
And I'm happy that I added a nickname for one of those fucker's number!
After much discussion with Chengyao, we decided to call IT (him/her)..

NOTHING-PLEASES-IT!

MUAHAHA. Why IT?!
These bastards aren't even fit to be human to begin with whatt.

LIFE...

Not been updating for sometime, yes, I know.
Been damn busy with work and school.
This module's really driving us crazy.
Advertising, not me.
I'm not even creative to begin with!
Luckily for Glenn, Joanne and Zilei.

I'm only updating now, due to bad news.
Firstly, I said I wanna get A for "Art & Our World" right?
I said I studied like mad kid right?!
And Fcuk.
I only got an A-.
WHAT THE HELL!
I knew how to do the paper lehh.
I know I didn't do extra credit..
BUT!
The paper had higher percentage whatttt!
HAIZZZ. DISAPPOINTED la.

Secondly, I'm on air now.
And, all because of me not paying attention, I screwed the news.
I implicated LL.
I know it's a OVER and I should move on.
BUT!
I just can't tolerate myself committing such error!
So, FCUK!

Ok, despite these irritating stuff, I'm excited!
Cos I'm gonna meet up my Pri.6/8 people later again!
And I heard there're more people turning up!
Soooooooo, 期待！

My dearest bestest friend..

I think I'm sucha bad friend.
My darling cared so much for me and yet I knew nothing about it.
I've never knew you had a blog with 'quite recent' updates.
I've knew you were proud of me and even had a post for me.
Until I came across your blog when I read Pearlyn's today..

******************

15.

thats the age we got really close. when we start to share lil secrets and behave like mad kids during breaks. going to water cooler to see you & baobei. been through thick & thin. from netball to friends. my lowest point in life, you were there for me. whenever i need someone, i'll always dial your no. and just cry cry cry....

after secondary, we moved on. next phase of our lives. different course. new friends and more challenges. but we stood by each other. i was so glad when you met your love :) even though we barely see each other, but we always have each other in the hearts. like what mich ang said "some friends you seldom meet, but will feel so loved when see each other. some friends you meet often, when never meet...just become different."

today, as jeb was driving. we tuned in to radio. listening to the voice coming out, suddenly i got so touched. i teared a lil, and told my baby how proud i am of you...

the only 1 among the 3 who fought so hard for your dream. today, you finally made it.
this is just the start, i am sure there's so much more waiting for you....
all the best.

i love you felicia.
xoxo

******************

classic - fel cried when i received my Os result cos i got D for english. i wasnt tearing or what. but she was practically drowning in tears for me.

be safe k. call me when you reach singapore. love.

******************

I was really touched.
What good have I done to deserve sucha true and great friend like you darling Zhen?
I promise more frequent meet ups and calls.

I lovee you as much too darling.. ^.^

OH! I had a new discovery.
I've never knew that the hair salon that Zhen's been working with Jeb was "Snip Avenue"!
I guess many of you must have heard of the cheapest ($2.80) hair cut in town right.. In fact they give nice hairstyles and real cheap chemical hair products!
Also, many branches at your convenience..
Sooooooooo, do support if you can!
Especially army guys like yaya.. Your heads no matter how you all cut also look the same one la.. So, go for cheap cheap one lorrr! :)

And girl I'm so proud of the capable you!

-_-"

On Wednesday night, I had this uber strong feeling that I’m gonna die tonight.

The feeling that I won’t get to see tomorrow.

Important people in my life started to appear in my head.

I messaged Yaya, (who apparently told me to stop talking rubbish)

telling him that I lovee him tonnes and if I were to leave, I will miss him the most.

All because, he is the most important person in my life now.

I thought of my parents, my sis my bro and grandma. I realised I love them loads.

Zhen, how much we loved each other.

Mel, he hasn't told me what he wanted to tell me that day.

Yihao, I didn't tell him what I'm unhappy about.

Chengyao, Darryl, Lina.

I've never been afraid of death.

I just don't bear to leave.

The feeling was soooo real.

Yet it was bad. Extremely bad.

从星期一到现在，我一直很努力，很用力的在读书。

因为，我想要考好。不是普通的好，而是最好。

For the first module, I got a B-. And that’s close to a C.

For the second one, “Advance News Gathering and Writing”, I liked the subject a lot.

I thought I could have done very well. Yet, I only got an A-.

Few days back, I received a letter from MDIS, asking me for school fees payment.

I realized that I wanna do well. Extraordinary well.

For this module, “Art and Our World”, I missed the ‘extra credit’ part.

So, I studied hard to make back for it.

Exam’s tomorrow. I wanna get an A+, or at least an A.

My best friend lovess me! ;)

Had a conversation with zhen today and I love her tonness......
She lovess me tonness too! :)
It's kinda long, so, you can don't read if you want..
It's solely for my own record of how much my friend cherish me..
HEHE.

To my dearesttttt friend: "I love you! Thanks for always being there!"

have i found you says:

ehhhhhhhhh

if u want dog..

i sponsor u 150-200 ok? for ur 21st.

felicia says:

dont wanttttt

siaooooooooooooooo

so much money!!!!!

crazyyy !!!

nonono

have i found you says:

whattttttttt

felicia says:

skali i nv buy leh?!

have i found you says:

hahaa

actually i alr go prsent in mind alr.

but this is what u want...then i chip in lo

felicia says:

hahaha

what what what

tell me

haahhaha

have i found you says:

cannot la

siao

felicia says:

haha

ok

you dont buy so ex one lehhh

like i really know your love

so, no need so ex

have i found you says:

hahaha 21st know!

become adult alr!

no play play

i alr plan this since last yr

so i dont care.

dont worry

felicia says:

HAHHAA

KAOOOOZ

really not?!!!

you plan so longggg?!

hahah

crazyyy!

omg im so touched!!!

have i found you says:

siao ah

thats why i got save money

so u dont worry

is not like OMG A LOT la

so is ok

felicia says:

nonono

sure OMG lots one

you say 150 - 200 i know siaooo liaooo

have i found you says:

hello

i dont have many friends. really in my life. close one only 3. and i cherish with my all ok.

soooo pls.. topic close.

u will know when the time comes

and yes

u ngoh and mich rly mean alot to me even though not always meet up.

SIGHss.

We know for the fact that 'LIFE IS FRAGILE'.
I guess it's just that we refuse to face it.
We often say, ‘Live life to the fullest'.
Are you doing it?

Whenever, mummy stops me from doing something, I tend to say..
"I must do it today, as I don't know if I can live till tomorrow."
I know how harsh this means.
Still, we know that this is the truth.
And that's why I don't do things that make me regret.

I hate it!
I hate to face life and death.
Be it even if it's a pet rabbit or a human.
This sucks.

Yesterday, we realised that mummy's classmate had passed away for 2 years.
None of their classmates knew.
It was sudden death.

Today, Mel told me that his grandfather passed away.
I was.. "HUH!"

I know how it feels to have someone you love dearly leave you.
I know the pain.
It sucks.

However, we also know that life is unpredictable and death is not within our control.
All we can do is- "LOVE LIFE! 珍惜生命。永不放弃"

My 101st post in tribute to- 阿桑

i suppose many of you will know her, 阿桑.
even if you don't, you must have heard of her song in 《蔷薇之恋》，“叶子”。
having quietened down in the industry for sometime, before we realised, she passed away.
she was only 34 and all because of last stage of breast cancer that she only realised last October.

生老病死 is a must go thru procedure.
yet, i can't help but feel depressed.



if there is heaven, i hope you can be happy there.

Poor Thing..

Yaya was admitted into CGH yesterday for a SUPERRRRRRRRR MINOR surgery yesterday.
Haha. He's perfectly well now, so do not have to worry la.
He's now back at home with his 2 weeks MC.

But i'm blogging about him as I thought he was damn cute.
HEHE.
Being a kinda-hyper-person, he was dead bored just by lying on the bed.
Then, he suggested that we go down for a walk.
But the thing is, he's on drip!
So, we had to bring his "friend" (drip) down too.

I was laughing at his CGH "uniform", but I thought he looked cute in it. HAHA.
He insisted on going down and that's when we were in the lift.

When we were walking.
His hands, tired of holding his "friend" high, he left it on his head.

And this was what happened la.
Blood gushing out due to movements of the drip.
I know it's yucky. But he said it doesn't hurt.
Soooooo..
HAHA. GOOD laaaa.