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On Wednesday night, I had this uber strong feeling that I’m gonna die tonight.

The feeling that I won’t get to see tomorrow.

Important people in my life started to appear in my head.

I messaged Yaya, (who apparently told me to stop talking rubbish)

telling him that I lovee him tonnes and if I were to leave, I will miss him the most.

All because, he is the most important person in my life now.

I thought of my parents, my sis my bro and grandma. I realised I love them loads.

Zhen, how much we loved each other.

Mel, he hasn't told me what he wanted to tell me that day.

Yihao, I didn't tell him what I'm unhappy about.

Chengyao, Darryl, Lina.

I've never been afraid of death.

I just don't bear to leave.

The feeling was soooo real.

Yet it was bad. Extremely bad.

从星期一到现在，我一直很努力，很用力的在读书。

因为，我想要考好。不是普通的好，而是最好。

For the first module, I got a B-. And that’s close to a C.

For the second one, “Advance News Gathering and Writing”, I liked the subject a lot.

I thought I could have done very well. Yet, I only got an A-.

Few days back, I received a letter from MDIS, asking me for school fees payment.

I realized that I wanna do well. Extraordinary well.

For this module, “Art and Our World”, I missed the ‘extra credit’ part.

So, I studied hard to make back for it.

Exam’s tomorrow. I wanna get an A+, or at least an A.