Happy Travelling!

Ever since we left Arizona, my mood has been good good good. Somehow or rather, I left my depression mode behind me.

I was guessing, it must have been the lodging.
I fucking hated the place we stayed at Arizona, that's why.

For Las Vegas, we thought we booked a HOSTEL at USD15 per night for each pax. Little did we know that the place turned out to be a HOTEL where 4 of us can stay together!!! And the place was somehow hot but awesome!
Then for Los Angeles where I'm currently at, we booked for a TWENTY bed dorm and they automatically upgraded us to a 4-bed private room!!!!! Of course, same rate for the 20 bed dorm! Hee. And I love the places where we've been too... Hollywood and the pretty beaches!

Like WOW right?!
Lady luck's been with us!
Cool!

And later tonight, we'll be leaving for San Francisco. Not exactly excited yet, unless I get to see the condition of where we're staying. Pleaseeee, let the 6-bed dorm just contain only the 4 of us.

God bless us for a safe and fun trip!

Ciao.

Breakdown.

For the 101 times i've said this,
I feel miserable.
I wanna go home.

I admit defeat. I'm just weak.
I'm just not cut to travel for so long.
I feel so tired of missing everyone.
I feel like crying everyday and I feel so tired of crying over every slightest thing.
Because besides crying, I don't know of anything else I can do to help myself.

I think I may just develop depression.

I need to go home, badly.

心痛

在到Arizona的19个小时路途，我想了很多。几乎无所不想。

我发现，不知道从什么时候开始，我了解世上没有永恒。尤其是我最不愿意承认的- 恋情。
但我不想妥协。只想勇敢的爱，轰轰烈烈的爱。

生命的短暂让我想更珍惜现有的一切。家人、恋人、朋友是我的所有。

一路一直有着很心痛的感觉。
或许是太多牵挂的关系吧？
从不晓得原来我真的很爱家。
再次的体会，生命中根本不能没有你。
眼泪不停的流却也丝毫不减我的心痛。

我真的很想家，很想你。
亲爱的，陪着我一起倒数22天好吗？

Goodbye OKLAHOMA CITY.

I still clearly remember how excited we were when we landed in OKC despite the superrr tiring flights. The journey from airport and finally to hotel, we anticipated. The only thing that I'll miss in OKC is our hotel room. It's so cosy and filled with overflowing chlorofoam which lets us drown in our dreams. Of course, zilei, as she will not be joining us for the next three weeks.

I officially declare now that I SUPER MISS HOME, except for the weather. If I knew zilei would be going home initially, I would do so too.

Still, goodbye oklahoma city, and HELLO ARIZONA after 16 hours of bus ride.

Last week at OKC.

Hello peeps.
My apologies if you've been constantly coming back to check for my updates.
Cos, life here is so slack that I do not feel like updating at all.
Another thing is that, I haven't uploaded any other photos to share.
So sorry!

Anyway, this is gonna be my last week here at OKC and we will be heading to Arizona next Sunday! With that, we've been constantly making full use of time! We've been to strip clubs and even clubs like Coyote Ugly. Hgh high high! And yesterday was spastic because apparently I was high and did many nonsenstical stuffs. HEHE.

Memories!

And, we eating here is so expensive. One normal meal normally starts from US$7. This sucks, especially when you pay so much for unhealthy food. Fastfood is cheap though. But we try to avoid eating that as we watched a video in class and those are seriously CRAP food. So, fat fat fat!

Alright. I don't know what else more to say.

Good night! =)

HELLO FROM OKLAHOMA CITY!

Firstly, according to my time, now is a Friday night.
I'm 13 hours behind you guys.
We've been here for 7 days and this is the first time I'm updating my blog.
And here's an official BIG HELLO from Oklahoma City!

Life here isn't exactly exciting because we've to board the bus and head for school every 8.30am.
But everyday is definately full of laughter and juicy gossips thanks to my room mates.
Joanne's cunning ideas.
Glenn's occassional anger and funniness.
Lionel's whining and childishness.
Zilei's everything.
They are the reasons to why this trip is fun and meaningful.
It's just a pity that Zilei decided to not join us for the remaining 3 weeks.

I feel like admitting that I've been emoing.
Even this instant.
I can't help but miss my home.
Miss my LaLa.
Miss my friends.
Well. Basically everything but the hot sweaty weather.

Still, it's the fact that I've sooooooo many days left to endure and go through.
Even though..
I know I will feel sad when I've to leave USA.
This sucks.
It's an irony that I always have in me.

Well. On a happier note, we went through loads of funny stuff.
We've been very paranoid about "safety" ever since we reached here.

1. We went to a supermart with Lionel wearing berms. Many took note of his VERY attention grabbing "Mother Mary" tatoo and started talking to him. One of them whom he attracted is definately a psycho. He called himself Jesus and said he was in a gang bang and all shit. This really scared us big time.

2. There's this guy called JQ in my class whom everyone always mock at. These days, he doesn't seem to be his usual self. Hence we came up with the conclusion that one of these days he will kill those who bullied him and us. Finally, himself. He is really getting more and more freaky as days pass.

3. Because of JQ and weapons being legal here, we became ultimate scaredy cats. There was this day when we felt someone throw something on our window, our thoughts went really wild. Glenn pictured JQ standing outside our home, playing guitar (he likes Zilei btw) and finishes the song by taking a gun out, pointing at us. HAHA. It ended up being these 2 guys who weren't sure of our room number and they wanted to test water first.

4. Today, someone knocked on our door again. It took so long before Lionel and I stepped forward to check it out. And yes, it was them again. HAHA.

Just some funny stuff to commemorate my teeny exciting life in OKC though. The truth is that 3/4 of our time is occupied by chilling and gossiping. HAHA.

Anyway, Dallas SHOPPING TRIP is just tomorrow. Hope that things are really cheap.
*Anticipate*!


CIAOss.

Sadness.

My heart aches so much at the thought of leaving tomorrow. I so feel like stopping the time and that I don't have to go.

My family. Everyone is so worried about me, about the trip. I feel so bad. Grandma's celebrating her 70th birthday on 17 May. Yet I'm all alone, away. I so wanna celebrate and chip in for her dinner too.

My yaya. My biggest worry and fear. I feel so bad for leaving him all alone here for 1.5 months. The last time when he went shanghai for 5 days, I cried like there's no tomorrow. And ever since, he brings me along everywhere. I fear not being able to contact him. I fear that he'll be lonely and yet doesn't know how to call his friends. So, please date him out people. Thank you. I feel lost, leaving you behind, being without you bb.

This feeling sucks big time.
I hate it.

Last one, before US.

I haven't been updating this place for quite some little time.
That's because I've been really busy.
I have soooo much things to settle and cope with.

Anyway, I wanted to upload some photos and share some stuff.
But, like always, blogger doesn't allow me to.
So, fuck it.
I'm not sharing anymore.

Anyway, S.H.E was great!
Especially when you watch with the right people.
One pity is...
I've already bought the bloody $138 ticket.
Why are we still seated sooooooooooooooooo freaking far behind?!
I don't understand leh!
Haiz.

And I guess this is the last post before US.
None of us will be bringing laptop along.
But, iPhone do wonders remember?
So I'll update on twitter regularly whenever there's wi-fi.
Hence, so tune in to my TWITTER regularly.
And I'll try my best to update this place whenever I can as well.

Lastly, here's my flight schedule.
If everything goes well, I'll be back on June 8.
And if necessary, I'll fly with Yaya to Thailand on that very same day as well.
Otherwise, I'll be back to my sweet home.

Ciaos!

解脱

I finally completed the exam for my last module before going to USA! And the happy thing is That I actually knew how to dl the paper! Haha. I feel sooooo good! With the visa obtained yesterday, I shall prepare for my trip while I play hard in the meantime!

WHOO!

My boyfriend, "默默".

As many of you may know, I will only be back from USA on 8 June, 0600h, my birthday itself. And the best thing is- my boy will be leaving for Thailand on the same day, 0800h flight. And so, there will be no celebration on the actual day.

The main point is..
He was telling me that he may have to take OFF today to celebrate his best buddy, Bing Wang's birthday.
So I was like...
"Eeee so unfair! Bing Wang's birthday can take off, what bout mine?"
Well, I was really kidding.
And he started harping about me agreeing to his trip on my birthday.

Then guess what.
He said he will be attending his best campmate, Poh Teng's birthday on the night before Thailand's trip. Cos it so happened that Poh Teng is turning 21 on June 8.
And so I said.. "Wa! First Bing Wang, now Poh Teng! Then what bout me?"
Then he said.. "Oh, shall we celebrate before you go USA (where got people celebrate sooooo in advance one?) or after you come back?"
Well, I said, "knn. Don't wanna celebrate la!" HAHA..

Then he told me not to regret cos he had already thought of where to bring me to.
And well, it's our local Universal Studio.

Me: "CHEY! I going to the USA one. Why should I still go Singapore's?"
MUHAHAHA.

Still, I know your efforts that you 默默-ly give, BB! That's why I'm blogging now. But, can we have something better, pleaseeeeeee.

I heart my boy who constantly 默默付出.
Hurhur.