Last one, before US.

I haven't been updating this place for quite some little time.
That's because I've been really busy.
I have soooo much things to settle and cope with.

Anyway, I wanted to upload some photos and share some stuff.
But, like always, blogger doesn't allow me to.
So, fuck it.
I'm not sharing anymore.

Anyway, S.H.E was great!
Especially when you watch with the right people.
One pity is...
I've already bought the bloody $138 ticket.
Why are we still seated sooooooooooooooooo freaking far behind?!
I don't understand leh!
Haiz.

And I guess this is the last post before US.
None of us will be bringing laptop along.
But, iPhone do wonders remember?
So I'll update on twitter regularly whenever there's wi-fi.
Hence, so tune in to my TWITTER regularly.
And I'll try my best to update this place whenever I can as well.

Lastly, here's my flight schedule.
If everything goes well, I'll be back on June 8.
And if necessary, I'll fly with Yaya to Thailand on that very same day as well.
Otherwise, I'll be back to my sweet home.

Ciaos!

解脱

I finally completed the exam for my last module before going to USA! And the happy thing is That I actually knew how to dl the paper! Haha. I feel sooooo good! With the visa obtained yesterday, I shall prepare for my trip while I play hard in the meantime!

WHOO!

My boyfriend, "默默".

As many of you may know, I will only be back from USA on 8 June, 0600h, my birthday itself. And the best thing is- my boy will be leaving for Thailand on the same day, 0800h flight. And so, there will be no celebration on the actual day.

The main point is..
He was telling me that he may have to take OFF today to celebrate his best buddy, Bing Wang's birthday.
So I was like...
"Eeee so unfair! Bing Wang's birthday can take off, what bout mine?"
Well, I was really kidding.
And he started harping about me agreeing to his trip on my birthday.

Then guess what.
He said he will be attending his best campmate, Poh Teng's birthday on the night before Thailand's trip. Cos it so happened that Poh Teng is turning 21 on June 8.
And so I said.. "Wa! First Bing Wang, now Poh Teng! Then what bout me?"
Then he said.. "Oh, shall we celebrate before you go USA (where got people celebrate sooooo in advance one?) or after you come back?"
Well, I said, "knn. Don't wanna celebrate la!" HAHA..

Then he told me not to regret cos he had already thought of where to bring me to.
And well, it's our local Universal Studio.

Me: "CHEY! I going to the USA one. Why should I still go Singapore's?"
MUHAHAHA.

Still, I know your efforts that you 默默-ly give, BB! That's why I'm blogging now. But, can we have something better, pleaseeeeeee.

I heart my boy who constantly 默默付出.
Hurhur.

Just but another update.

Ever since I had Twitter, blogging becomes a hassle somehow.
Still, I will try my best to blog la.

Anyway, I was cruising in FB and I spotted my friend's sis's profile.
I clicked in and browsed through her wedding photos.
I was only primary 5 when I first met her..
Since then, she was already together with her fiance.
Well, they had been together since secondary school.
However, they broke off for sometime in between.
Still, all well ends well.
I feel very happy for her.

And, 88.3 JIA FM celebrated our third birthday!
Everything was good!
From the place to audience to performance.
We had fun!
And it was kinda surprising that the whole Dragonfly was filled up,
with many listeners still queuing outside even though the show had started way ago.
Apologies, by the way.

Oh yea, I loved my hair that night!
Thank you IVY from Phase Salon!

Just some highlights..

Yea, the only 2 PT PPs of 88.3 JIA.

And of course, the reunion of my guardian angels and I.
From left: ChengYao, Darryl, Melvin.

Heh. BB came with Kaining and Fabian to support as well.
And didn't manage to take a photo with Yihao and Glenn, as they were in the crowd.
Big Thank You!

This is ShiHan, hosting 5PM - 8PM with DeJiang daily.
She said that she's very touched to see Darryl and my 'accomplishments' today.
Well, she was full of praises for me. (*paiseh*)
Thank you!

Lastly, you must have seen her if you watch TV early enough.
YouYi from Channel 8's 早安您好.
And yes, she was from 88.3 JIA FM.
She was telling me that she's proud of me, as she saw me progress from zero.
HAHA.
Cos, she remembers me wayyy back from the VERY first audition
of Campus Reporter at Jurong Entertainment Centre.

I'm not being boastful of the compliments I received.
I just feel touched that there are people who recognizes my hard work.
And most importantly, they are willing to share their thoughts with me.
Telling me about my growth and how well I did.
I see DJ-ing as my lifetime career and I do hope that there's a path waiting for me out there, somewhere.

Dear God, thank you for all the love and care you've been showering.

It's a small world, afterall.

I'm on my way to school now, forgoing my Korean video to type this, because it's funny. Hahas.

Ok. When I work in Singapore Pools, I tend to chit chat with people there, non stop. Haha! And so, I've many chit chat buddies there. This story basically revolves around LC and J.

I was working with J yesterday and there was also this female colleague sitting next to him. We were talking and suddenly J said, "oh. She was also from Pasir Ris Sec. You wanna ask if she knows your bf and his friends?"
FYI, both LC and J belonged to yaya's sec sch. So I was like.. "Oh, but which batch was she from?" And J told me that she's only 20 this year.

Kinda sure that she probably wouldn't know yaya or his friends, I asked her if she knows Bing Wang. She said no. Even more certain with my assumption, I said, "how about Wee Keong, I suppose he should have been more popular." Then she said "ya, I know him. He was kinda hot back then." Hahaha! And so she knows one of yaya's friend. Getting more excited, I continued asking. It turned out that she knows Garry, Yong Jie & Raymond.

After that, here comes the twist of my story. I asked her, "Do you know Jun Jie?" She thought for a little while and said no. I was thinking, so YayA wasn't as well known as Wee Keong afterall.. HahA. Then I asked. "Or do you know Darren?" This time, her reaction was different. She gave out a small laugh and said yes. Then, her phone rang. I was like so excited! I couldn't wait to probe more..

I all the while knew that yaya had an "ex" in sec sch whom he dated for fun. Those not counted as relatinship one. And so, in my mind I was thinking if she would happen to be the girl. But it was just a random thought, knowing about the small probability. And so, she hanged the phone. Before I asked anything, she told us, "Darren is my ex leh". My heart rate increased instantly! Haha. I was thinking, she can't be the girl who wrote the love letter to yaya right? So I asked if we were talking about the same Darren.
She said, "Oh, is he fat fat one?" Oh yes, tick.
Then I asked, "What's his surname?" But she didn't know.
And here comes the crucial question.
"Do you know where he stay?" and she said, PUNGGOL! Hahahahaha..

The truth is out.
She is his ex girlfriend and they dated for THREE days.
And throughout the chat, she thought that I'm just his classmate from PRSS. Hahahaha! And finally when she realised that I'm his current girlfriend, she was shocked!!! Hahaha. And I was like. "don't worry, we've been together for five years and this doesn't affect us."

Though it's just a no feelings involved relationship, I feel weird to know that there is someone before me. Hahaha! It was dang dramatic la huh.

The small small Singapore,
The small small world.

矛盾。害怕。

我远远的超越了自己当初设下的底线； 越陷越深。
明知道不可以，却无能为力，无法自拔。
若再一次经历一无所有，肯定重蹈覆辙，不能自我。
很想要永远拥有，甚至天长地久；
却非常清楚，这，不可能。

矛盾。
不能洒脱面对，没能学会释怀。

这就是所谓的爱情吗？

我，到底适合继续这个游戏吗？
若不，我，该怎么办？
极度痛心，无法离开。

我真的害怕。

谁来帮帮我？

Random stuff, random photos!

I just came back from the anual CHARLES & KEITH WAREHOUSE SALE~
Have been waiting super long for it!
Damn exciting and fruitful!
Check out my 战利品!

Last year, I saw this model and I picked SILVER over this blue.
And after regretting a year for not buying the blue one as well,
I SAW IT!
Though it's an old model, still, I like!
$9.

I was damn high when I saw this pair shining under the dim light!
Asked for 41 and, TADA!
It's on my shoe rack now!
And seriously, the photo doesn't do justice to the pretty pair.
It's champagne pink with silver shiny stuff.
HAPPY!

Photo doesn't do justice to this pair too.
Cos there's crystals in between the holes and it's satin ok!
Damn comfy and princessy!
WOOOOO~

****
I love taking random photos..
Below are some..

A huskey that looks damn cheap after staying in Circuit Road.
He's just lying beside rubbish chute leh!

Very huskey face..

Oh. Yaya tied my hair for me. =)

I had a shock when I saw this in Punggol's sky!
I hope it's a kite, cos it was gliding!

Evening TPE.

Ok, Yaya's creation..

I thought the mayo and terriyaki sauce looks very EEEEE.
But it taste nice though.

Tweet!

Yes, I opened a Twitter account -->
to update what I'm doing!
Instead of reporting to just only YAYA, I'm telling all!
HAHA.
And I guess this makes USA trip more convenient.
To contantly update our paths! =)

FINALIZED.

Initally, we had this classmate who claimed that she can get us round trip tickets at S$1400.
And after a few weeks, she said, "Oh. The tickets are now at least $2200."
Damn drama mama.
And while we are all fed up with her, we booked our own tickets!
HEHE.
Cost like S$1520 without our domestic flight to Oklahoma.
My savings officially almost gone!
HAIZ.
Still, looking forward to the trip!

My boy loves me.

I've been real busy with work, school, friends and Yaya.
There're many photos waiting to be uploaded anyway!
Anticipate huh. =)

Anyways, yes, my Yaya loves me.
HAHA.
I thought it is only fair to share his good since I love to rant about his bad as well.
A bit of making up kinda feeling actually.

Alright. The story goes like this...
My yaya loves to talk to me especially when we are on the road.
Seriously, I don't know why.
And the thing is.. He isn't a multi-tasker!
So when that happens, we tend to go very slow (pok pok) on the road.
HAHA.

OK.
He was asking for my opinion about him changing his bike.
And I always think that whenever he tells me something, he is just trying to persuade me (and himself at the same time) and not really seeking for help la.
So he was telling me about this bike that his friend's mechanic wanna sell.
And whenever we see that bike model on road, he will tell me..
"There, that's the bike! Very spacious leh. So you can even sleep while I ride."
Then I'm like.. "Oh. I know. Ya ok.. See you lor. Discuss with jiu jiu first la.."
And he will continue telling me allllllll sorts of advantages about having the bike. HAHA.

But here's the main point of this post..
He said.
"Why do you think I wanna buy the bike for?"
Me: "Cos pok pok is old already? And riding on him is dangerous................."
Then he said.
"Ya la. But. It's because of you that I wanna change the bike lor. You know you can sit more comfortably and we can ride safer.. Cos it's much bigger and it's an auto bike that works on a magic button. And you can sleep while I ride since you always very tired............"

I'm like.. WOW! Touched leh. Aiyoyo..
Alright. I admit I feel happy even if he's lying (I would love to insist that I don't think so!).
And that's not all.
He said he was telling his friend PT this:
"I think hor, I can never ride on a sports bike leh."
PT: "Why not?"
Yaya: "Cos my gf always have leg cramps. So, I think the leg rest of sports bike will make her cramp also. So, ya lor. Cannot sit lor. "
HAHAHA. I found him sweeeeeeeeet and funny leh.
And I asked him how come PT didn't ask me to stretch before sitting on bike. HAHA.

So. I super love my BB YAYA.

And my US trip is confirmed.
We will be flying off on 23 April, 0055h.
And I will miss everyone!