SIGHss.

We know for the fact that 'LIFE IS FRAGILE'.
I guess it's just that we refuse to face it.
We often say, ‘Live life to the fullest'.
Are you doing it?

Whenever, mummy stops me from doing something, I tend to say..
"I must do it today, as I don't know if I can live till tomorrow."
I know how harsh this means.
Still, we know that this is the truth.
And that's why I don't do things that make me regret.

I hate it!
I hate to face life and death.
Be it even if it's a pet rabbit or a human.
This sucks.

Yesterday, we realised that mummy's classmate had passed away for 2 years.
None of their classmates knew.
It was sudden death.

Today, Mel told me that his grandfather passed away.
I was.. "HUH!"

I know how it feels to have someone you love dearly leave you.
I know the pain.
It sucks.

However, we also know that life is unpredictable and death is not within our control.
All we can do is- "LOVE LIFE! 珍惜生命。永不放弃"

My 101st post in tribute to- 阿桑

i suppose many of you will know her, 阿桑.
even if you don't, you must have heard of her song in 《蔷薇之恋》，“叶子”。
having quietened down in the industry for sometime, before we realised, she passed away.
she was only 34 and all because of last stage of breast cancer that she only realised last October.

生老病死 is a must go thru procedure.
yet, i can't help but feel depressed.



if there is heaven, i hope you can be happy there.

Poor Thing..

Yaya was admitted into CGH yesterday for a SUPERRRRRRRRR MINOR surgery yesterday.
Haha. He's perfectly well now, so do not have to worry la.
He's now back at home with his 2 weeks MC.

But i'm blogging about him as I thought he was damn cute.
HEHE.
Being a kinda-hyper-person, he was dead bored just by lying on the bed.
Then, he suggested that we go down for a walk.
But the thing is, he's on drip!
So, we had to bring his "friend" (drip) down too.

I was laughing at his CGH "uniform", but I thought he looked cute in it. HAHA.
He insisted on going down and that's when we were in the lift.

When we were walking.
His hands, tired of holding his "friend" high, he left it on his head.

And this was what happened la.
Blood gushing out due to movements of the drip.
I know it's yucky. But he said it doesn't hurt.
Soooooo..
HAHA. GOOD laaaa.

cringed;

i feel terrible.

and i know, so do you.

i want us back.

Professional?

I think I know what's "contradict" all about.

It's just like I can't solve my own problem,
yet I'm giving advice to people like my listeners,
and I'm doing 《男女大剖析》.

I feel bad.

Who am I to do these?

How credible am I?

Fcuk.

This bloody matter is ruining my life.

My heart is tearing up into pieces.

I seriously do not know how long more I can take it.

H.A.P.P.Y!

Hmm. I think that WORK makes me happy!
Cos this is what I like and I'm totally enjoying what I'm doing now!
883's celebrating their birthday bash tomorrow and we've been busy with the production work that needs to be done!
Yes, it's tiring but damn fun with my 3 guys.
Damn loveeeee them around! ^.^

Check these out.....

All the "Are we on tune?" stuff...
Taking turns to record. First with Darryl..

Then, Chengyao and Mel's..

Ok, a Indian feast treat after work by Lina!

This was a random shot.. We had caps!

Anyway, I passed my Advanced Theory Test today!

Like duno why I'm so damn smart laaaa..

HAHA..

ONE SHOT leh! >.<

i wanna know.

I need my space.
A space to pour out my thoughts.

I lovee you.
Unexplainable tonnes.

Yet,
No one knows;
How much I'm hurting, deeply.
How much I have teared.
How much I do not wanna remember and yet I can't.
How much I blamed myself for everything.
How much dilemma I'm facing.

All I want is- THE TRUTH.

I'm holding back everytime when I'm reminded of.
I want us back.
I want our lives back to normal.
Way back before what my eyes told me.
I know for the fact that- I may not be able to forgive and never forget.

I wanna save myself.

I wanna put a stop to the pain.

God, help me please.

H.A.P.P.Y!

Finally received my COACH Penelope Signature Wristlet.

HAHA!

Happy leh. Cos needn't pay ma.. And it's my first ever "really" branded stuff!

yaya's mum was saying yesterday when I was at their place.. "Jie passed you the coach le not?"

Me:"Never lehh."

yaya mum: "HUH! SOOOO long still never? Why? He intend to give other woman huh?"

I was like... "HAHA! YA LORRR!"

Hope I can really save up to spend like hell during my US trip next year..

Like what ZEE said, "I'm gonna eat bread everyday, so that I can buy more stuff!"

HEE.

Went CDC with Yaya to see him bike..

He was like.. "Was I awe-inspiring?"

-_-", No shame huh this guy?!

HAHA..

Anw, feel free to spot him in the picture.. Quite impossible huh!

(i think he's the one directly on the right of the 'no entry' pole)

PRIMARY 6/8's GATHERING!

YES, believe your eyes!

HAHA..

I went for my first ever Primary school's gathering!

Everyone's like the same old them..

Fun loving and bubbly bunch!

Damn loveeeeeeeee the gathering and damn loveeeeeeee them..

ONE in NUS (damn smart!), TWO in NTU (smart too!), some in NS and poly..

Ok, the guy with me on most right is Kwang Nam,

the first guy that made me CRY (ALWAYS)..

HAHA. He was my next door partner for whole of Pri 6 laa.

I forced everyone to make a ghostly face with mee..

For more pictures, please view FACEBOOK I & FACEBOOK II.

YOUR FORECAST!

I discovered a file at the desktop of station's PC and just wanna share.....

Picked out rabbit and dragon as I suppose this should be your age group?

And for rabbits, YAYA, read!

"You will have mood swing. You will feel left out and lonely. You need to exercise tolerance and
patience when dealing with your love one. This is because your behaviour and temper will go up and down."

Haha.. Better be more patient with me!

Quite accuarate hor?!

I think the dragon's one uber accurate! Know why?!

• This year, you have guardian star and it will be smooth year for you. (WOOHOO!!!)

• Students will have exceptional performance in their academic endeavour. (HAHAHA! This is what I want mosssst! Straight AAAAAAs!)

• You might be changing career this year with helps from noble person or person with higher authority. (waaaa!)

• This year is your prime year. Promotion and better job opportunity is around the corner. (huatttt arrr!)

• On the other hand, due to your luck, beware of petty people that might be jealous of you. (erherm.. this alwayyyyyyssss happens! sian lorrr.. >.<)

aiyoyo... so good ar 2009.. how huh?!! HAHAHAHHAAAAA.

*p.s.: click on pictures for bigger image!