Freaking excited!

Firstly, S.H.E will be holding their concert on 14 April! And I'm so going to watch... I don't care. Haha. But I do hope it'll be a successful trip together with ngoh and zhen as well.. Cos we once cried together in zhen's place while watching their DVD la. Haha.. And I'm going for the $168 tickets!!! Left ngoh to make this a possible one.....

Next will be... Thanks to 883, I'm entittled to sponsored hair dos monthly! And i'm so going to colour my hair for CNY! Sponsored leh..... Haha. Happy!!!

Alright. Small things do make me happy.
Still, I hate school, hate exams and hate politics to the max!!!

Whee~ LALALA.

I haven't been updating, due to my stale life.
HAHA!
Work, work and work!
But, with that super low pay, it doesn't even feel exciting on pay days.
HAHA!
OH, I did a Shu Uemura roadshow for 4 hours yesterday.
And that 4 hours of "hardwork" is equivalent to 5 days of slogging at sg Pools la.
So I shan't complain.
But, it's dang low compared to other assignments I did before.
So, COUNT MY BLESSINGS!
Thanks to dear Mel Mel for the job! =)

And..........
Exam this Saturday.
I swear it's the first time I've ever been so slack for my degree can?!
I tried to study. But can't. Too much la. =(
How to swallow a thick textbook within 2 weeks, tell me.
Oh, I've a report, untouched.
And now I'm begging jobless Steph and Alas pathetically to complete it for me.
HAHA. Pleaseeee.

Other factors that have been affecting my mood is.....
The Chinese New Year festive season la!
Everyone's having fun leh!
We have trips planned.
Chalet coming up....
HOW TO STUDY, MR RICHARD JOHNSON.
Ok, he'll probably reply with a bo hiew face + shrug...
"You don't get your certificate on time then. It's easy on me."
Aww.
School and exams, wrong time!!!

And, I guess after hosting for a reasonably period of time, I've accumulated a few supporters.
There was one who messaged Angel saying...
"我还是支持美洁姐姐！她的主持时间太少了，能不能多点啊！点首歌给她希望她在主持界越走越红！ "

And to me saying...
"美洁姐姐听你主持真是一种享受！加油我永远支持你！"

HAHA.
Touched neh.
Ok. I'm so gonna start studying tomorrow mann.
I promise. =)

Because of you, my loverboy.

Firstly, Yaya, please! My title has creativity one. Not what "Hard Work", so simple one ok?

Alright.
I've been collecting the Doraemons that MacDonald's has right now.
And of course, Yaya's been helping me.
Be it if it's financially, or physically (Cos, he has to finish up a meal! HAHA).

For the pass two weeks', we purchase them on Saturdays.
But because Yaya didn't feel like eating it on the past Thursday (the day when a new batch is available for sale), and he had to book in on Friday morning, we only had a chance to buy it today.
Then, I heard from my colleague today that many places are out of stock for this week's already. I was like.. "WHAT?!!!!".
And so, Yaya decided that we should just go check out the nearest Mac.

Our first stop was Rivervale Mall: All sold out.
Second was this superrrrr ulooooo drive thru near SengKang swimming complex.
Well, all sold out!
At this point I was quite determined to not collect ALL anymore since we can't get it.
But Yaya totally insisted that we should just try our best to rackey more stores.
Then we headed to Compass Point: All sold out.
Next we went to Rivervale Plaza and guess what?!
They were left with the Dog and Yaya thinks that I should just buy it.
I manged to talk my way out of buy a value meal. HAHA.

Ok. Now that after combing 4 stops and we finally found a Dog, I was happy enough.
But my yaya continued insisting that we should continue searching.
So the next stop we went was Hougang 8 and... All sold out.
Then we headed to Hougang Point and well, all sold out!

This time, Yaya suggested that we should call nearby branches up instead of making wasted trips. And I dialed the Serangoon Central branch.
First try, GUESS WHAT?!
They are left with the monkey and rooster one!
Totally fit my criteria can?!!! HAHAHAHAHA.
So we happily headed towards Serangoon.
But when we reached there, they were only left with the Rooster.
So I demanded to see the woman who spoke to me.
And apparently, when I called, there were 3 monkeys left.
So within this 5 - 10 minutes of journey, they were all gone!!!
WTF right?!

So, I got the Rooster anyway and the manager was kind enough to check out other outlets for us.
She managed to find a Kovan branch which was left with ONE pathetic Monkey.
We reserved it and chiong down.

Finally, all 3 collected after visiting 8 stores.
Crazy huh.

Still, I really appreciate what Yaya did.
Cos if not for him, I wouldn't have been able to collect all 12.
Not a big deal to not collect all, yea I know.
But, it's yaya that I feel very touched for.
He always says that his love for me is often shown in his own way.
Subtle. So much so that I don't feel it at times.
But this time, I could totally feel it.
He knew how disappointed I was even though I kept harping that I'm ok.
Hence, he wanted to give his all to make sure i get them.
He thought of going Changi airport can?! HAHA.
Once again, thank you my BB yaya. =)

And I told him.
"See, you should just buy these 3 before today and give me a surprise what. Then we can save all these trouble today. HAIZ."
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

You see this everywhere.
"Sold Out"

Finally!

I'm so gonna have all 12! HAHA. If only there's pig!

And my poor yaya finally got to enjoy a meal after 8 stores. HAHA.


*****

We simply love to bully Jolene.
All because we (ok, it may just be me) really hate her!
So... Kaining managed to snatched her big Pooh (aka Pauline's papa).
And she stripped the red shirt off. HAHA.
Where's Jolene?
Crying and shouting like a mad woman in her room, as usual. =(

Finally we even managed to get her Pauline.
And she literally went berserk!
You know what she shouted?!!!
"救命啊! 不要拿我的 Pauline! 不要拿我的东西!"
Ok, she's just mad la. Literally.

Have you ever seen this side of Pooh? HAHA.
Naked!

And KN tugged the shirt over Mario's friend. HAHAHA.

*****

Yaya and I saw this white fluffy dog at Tampines.
I thought it was a Bichon Frise at first.
According to the owner, she's a cross Maltese x Poodle.
CUTE hor?!!

And as for the toy poodle, he belongs to a colleague.
The thing is.....
He has a pair of them at home.
PLUS!
They're a male and a female.
So I'm now trying very hard to psycho him to breed them.
If successful, I told him I'll purchase the pup at S$100.
HAHAHAHHAA!
He must be praying that they will never ever mate, so that he doesn't get ripped off.
Hehe. I wanna go his house to play with them.
But, Buona Vista leh...

Anyway, I am so disturbed by that bloody hairless cat. Fuck!!!!

To the people who care for me out there!

Ever since we got back together, I haven't been exactly updating my friends about how I'm doing.
I seldom talk about us.
I try not to.
I no longer call to whine even when there are times when I'm not doing great.
All because I think I chose this path myself.

This post is to let you guys not to worry about me anymore (That's provided if you are la =P).
Especially people like Melvin, Chengyao, Calene, Lionel, Cheewee, Shuling, Zhenxiu, etc.
And of course my very close ones.
Thank you for not been asking but just showing me concern which I really appreciate.
Also, thank you for the undying support you guys provided upon knowing we got back together.

Now...
I'm doing great!
I've been indulging in the much sought after love and blissfulness.

At times I feel that we've both matured through that break-up.
Because nowadays, we do not quarrel. We talk things out instead.
Whenever I don't feel good, I put myself in his shoes before making any conclusion.
When I understand, I realize his intentions.
When I don't, I ask.
When we know we are in the wrong, we apologize, hug and ask for forgiveness.
I think we are doing great with such 相处摸式.

Still, I tell myself that love and happiness can be achieved much more easily when I stay contented and not asking for more.
I think this should be the way right?

And...
Now I know that I am on his top priority list, together with his sweet family.
Now I know how much he likes to be with his friends and I no longer stop.
Now I know how sweet love is when you've found someone so great.
Now we think we can be together for a long time and maybe for the rest of our lives.

Lastly, I love my yaya. =)

Exciting activities! MUST READ!

It's only been 6 days of 2010, yet, many activities had already taken place!!! Firstly, Sabrina (Zhen's sis) and Lawrenz's wedding! I was so afraid that I'll just cry out sometime because I can't help but feel touched. Ok, crybaby, totally. Anyway, I was the Mandarin emcee for the night and... Successful with not even a single screw or wrong word said. HAPPY! Really hope they stay so sweet forever and live happily ever after...

I hope the couple don't mind, cos I koped these from FB. HAHA. So nicely taken leh! =)

And of course, a meet up with my love, zhen! Alright. I know how body hugging the dress was and how fat I looked. Aiya. Nvm la. Who don't have a past right? I'm gyming now, remember? HAHAHAHAHA.


*****

And on the 5th, we celebrated Jolene's (Yaya's sis) birthday. Close ones will know my 1% of love and 99% of hatred for her. So, we did these stuff unwillingly initially. Until Kaining came up with this dang good plan! MUAHAHAHAHA.

Theme of the party: UPs and DOWNs...

*I urge you to take note of her emotions throughout.*

Firstly, we each wrote her a card. Content of ALL cards: "Happy Birthday. Sorry Jolene, I no $$$ buy you present. Next year I buy you 2 ok?"
We sang her a birthday song and she started reading the cards, with a HAPPY FACE!

And guess what next?
She dashed off from the dining table with a happy face!

And now, let me present you award winner of "Best Actress Award"!
CRY OUT LOUD leh!
Everything happened in a mere 3 seconds.
SERIOUS!
Trust me. She's good.
Mediacorp, please take action.


And within 3 minutes, she recovered.
Serious!
I was the photographer and I didn't miss anything.


And her siblings prepared her for another round of UP.


Her brother wanted her to not see a thing.
So yea.
Daylight robbery image + her "Pauline" (Pooh la).
Why Pauline right?! *Roll eyes*
HAHAHA.


Then, they passed her the presents which were all super nicely wrapped!

And she couldn't wait to unwrap!
Look at her happy face!
Then, think of her crying, 10 mins ago.
Yea. PRO!

First present.....
Watch out for top left corner.
Being an over matured kid, she knows her stuff well.
She didn't even found the 'presents' familiar.
She knew where they were from immediately!

Ok, still smiling.....

Good, maintain.

HAHAHA.
Yaya and I just finished the shark's fin.
Left with container nia.

Her own puzzle la.

Finally.....
Last anticipation, also gone!

And once again, may I present you the award winner of "Best Actress Award"!
If you aspire to be an actor / actress,
please refer to the "3-second Cry Out Loud" handbook..
WHOOOO~
And you know what were we doing throughout?
What else? LAUGH OUT LOUD la!

Cry liao, must emo.... =P
And here comes the first real present!
S$1 Winnie the Pooh pencil case from downstairs,
pasar malam.

And because of yaya's mum who's very concerned about her crying,
next present....
And yes, yaya hid it at his butt.
Monopoly cards!
There they go, started playing...
And throughout when we ask what present she wanted,
she only said... "Pauline de papa or mama."
Which meant, Winnie The Pooh soft toy.

Finally, Yaya and my gift...
WINNIE THE POOH!
It was super soft!
Kaoz, I also want yaya..........
Ok lor. Look at her!
HAPPY liao lor!

Look at her happy face please!
You tell me...
Do you dare snatch the best actress award from her?!
And please, everything happened within 45 mins!

CHEY.
I also want.......
Happy lorrrrrrrrrrrr!
HAHAHAAH, ilogical jealousy.

Finally, my boy. =)

And yes, she cried twice within seconds in 45 minutes.
Can you do it better than her?
If you think you can, please tag on my board.
I'll send her to challenge you.
But please.
Think carefully!!!

Still, HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY TO HO ZI XUAN JOLENE.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Time seriously flies mann!
I went through a lot this year. Ups and Downs. Good and bad.
Still, all's over!
We shall all reset and start from 2010.
Hence, all the best to alllllllllll for the new year!
And I do hope that as per reported, Geminis will HUAT and have a stable / strong relaionship.

My new year wishes:
1. Graduate with a Bachelor of Arts.
2. Start my first job with high pay and slack duties.
3. Slim!
4. Have more time with my lovergirls and friends.
5. Maintain a stable r/s that's filled with overflowing passion and love with yaya.
6. To think before I speak, with more fluent Mandarin.
7. A happy family filled with super healthy members!
8. World peace (I mean it!)

Finally, 1.. 2.. 3.. let's.............. HUAT ar!

I JUST MET THEM, MY LOVERGIRLS!

Yes, believe your eyes.
We JUST met! Like finally.. HAHAHA.
And for a belated birthday celebration for Ngoh.
Ask me when was her birthday?!!!
Haha. 27 September la.
Sorry lor. We 3 also don't know why supppppper busy. =)
Still, true friends will stay so lovey forever, even though we don't see each other often.
Eh this year not bad leh. Met twice liao.
HAHAHA.
Normally like 3 years once la. -_-"

Anyway, since it was Ngoh's birthday, naturally she'd get her presents!
And I got her a polaroid mini 7s.
She loved it to bits! HAHA.

Exploring it.

Wow! The first photo!

What we took. I know, you can't see it clearly.

My forever love, Zhen.

My another forever love, Ngoh.
And we've been friends since 1999 leh.
10 years anniversary!!! =)

My X'mas present from Zhen.
Thanks my darling, so thoughtful of you!
Cos she wanted me to match it with my dress =)My all time fave, HEART!

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HAHAHAHAHA!
How can we look so fucking dark huh!
Ok, thanks to netball I know.
Still, how can I look so fugly?!
My teeth! My clothes! My face!
EVERYTHING!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

HAVE A GOOD LAUGH MANN~ =)

I'm afraid, of losing.

Whenever things start to go out of my control or not in my way, I think of my friends.
Because I know all they want is for me to be happy.
Thus, I have to be.
For them, for myself.

I thought of what Mel said.
"Count your blessings".
This is what I tell myself and what I do.
Be contented and don't expect anything.

I am so afraid to complain.
Because I picked this route myself.
I try not to even feedback to you.
Because I feel that I don't have the "authority" to do so.
I refuse to admit.
But I think it's all because I'm afraid of losing.

Festivals are meant to be spent with your loved ones.
Did you managed to?

Right or Wrong.

I have always been very proud of my "talent".
And that's being able to speak accurate and fluent mandarin.
But in Singapore, at times people's comments make me feel like a freak.

"Wa! Speak madarin with you very stress leh. Relax la."
"Eh, can don't speak to me like as if you are on radio not?"

These are insults, I feel.

The mandarin I speak is what we call "标准华语".
It's meant to be spoken like this in the first place.
So, why should there be a 标准 before 华语?
But if you don't, I totally understand; that's because we're in Singapore.
A country which emphasizes more on English.

For me, I'm this way today because I have interest in Mandarin.
I feel confident when speaking it.
Plus, I respect this mother tongue of mine.

On the other hand, I don't deny that your remarks affect me.
I start to speak just pure Singaporean mandarin.
In turn, my job is affected.
Because I don't really bite my words that hard on air now.
At times, I miss out the 'h' in words.
And that's definately something bad for me, for my job.

So, from this moment onwards, I'll start speaking my "标准华语".
You take it or leave it.

emo first then... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I have so much more to say in this post.
Still, I managed to keep it cool.
And here's the super edited and much deleted version:

To a couple in relationship, friends can be an aid or an obstruction.
I feel that sometimes friends pose problems to a couple, obviously.
Especially when you don't clique with your bf's friends or your bf doesn't clique with your friends.
This sucks.

For me, I make an effort to let YAYA be in most parts of my life.
This includes friends.
Because I feel that it would be great to have him around at all times.
And my lovely friends welcome that totally.

No matter what, friends should NEVER be an obstruction.
If you can't be an aid, be supportive at least.
Otherwise, leave.


Fuck it.


Because THIS'S THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS, MY FRIENDS!
May you guys be blessed with love and health.
I LOVE YOU! =)