I will...

I will listen to Zhen and Yihao.
I will cry; But I will learn and move on as I cry.
I will be good and I will be fine.
I will start eating today because I don't want you to worry about me.

I know you love me.
So do I.
I promise I will wait for you patiently.
I know I don't honour my promises.
But for you, I will try.
I really will.
You would believe me, right?

During this period of time,
for you,
I will try my best to become a better person.
I really will.

A temporary bye, YAYA.

How do I stop the ticker below from counting anymore?
Or how can I not stop the ticker from counting anymore?

Yesterday, I stopped myself time and again to type these.
But I feel so lost.
I cry myself to sleep.
I cry in my dreams when I see and hear you.
I cry myself awake too.
I hate it.

I do not blame you, like what you think I do.
It's all my fault.
Because I took all your hard work for granted.
I didn't know that you tried so hard for me.
I'm all to blame.

I know I'm crying so hard because I lovee you.
I realised that I want you forever.
But it's all too late.
And it's all my fault.

I wanna wake up, telling you about this dream of mine.
Telling you that I dreamt of us breaking up and how afraid I am.
And hear you asking me not to be silly because you will always be here for me, loving me forever.

I deserve it.
It's all my fault.

I feel so tired crying.
But I just can't stop myself.
I feel so sick of calling yihao and zhen,
telling them how pain I feel and crying out loud.

I wanna move on like I promised you.
I really want.
But I don't know where to move from and I can't.

My only motivation now is to hear from you after sometime,
as you promised.
In my heart, I'm praying for a positive reply.
But if you don't, I know that God has other plans for me.

I know we lovee each another.
You just need time to recharge and find your lost self.
I will wait.

Till then, I will take care of myself and try my best to live life.

It's been, FOUR years~

Yes! We've been together for FOUR years!
I know it's not a small number but not a large number as well.
But, we've been through lots of rain and shine.
If not for LaLa's persistance, I guess we won't be here now.
At times I feel like I can just face life alone without him.
But we BOTH know how bad we would feel if that ever happens.
So, I promise I would really try harder next time.

He's bitterly in camp now, and so we don't have any celebration like last year.
His birthday cum anniversary present would be a ZERO surprise iPhone.
And mine would be the S$200 which he sponsored for my Thailand trip.
But till now, he hadn't told me-"HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY BABY!"
So, we shall see huh.. =)

I WANNA BLOG!

Yes, I WANNA BLOG!
But due to staying-home for the past (almost) one month,
I don't have anything to say!
I don't have any photographs to blog!
ARGH.

Anyway,

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO...
KENG KAI NING CALENE!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...
My dearest LOW HUI NGOH
&
YEO HUI YING DENISE!

May ALLLLLLL dreams come true and let's HUAT together! =)

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THANK YOU!

I AM FREAKING HAPPY NOW!

Because of 'this' listener (Michelle) and Cheng Yao.

I received this at 19:20-
'锧�@ up de gd work! I'll be listening till u off duty! Jia you!'

Due to the mess in codes, I replied-
"Thanks for tuning in! You are..."
Thinking that this person is my personal friend.

At 19:30-
'HAHA nvr read my sms properly huh...im michelle! Dun wori jus kiddin, u must be concentrating @work. Anyway,u r reali good,trust me as i always listen 2 tis segment. Other DJs made lots of silly mistakes like repeating song titles or talk wrongly but u nvr!'

Having received sucha an informal reply, I continue to think she is my friend.
I replied-
"Thank you! But, do I know you personally or you are our listener?"

Then, I couldn't wait any longer and called her.
HAHA!
She hung my phone twice and picked up on my third try.
Michelle said that she's a loyal listener of 88.3 and thought that I did a good job.
We chatted for a while and she kept giving me positive comments and compliments.

Like PLEASE!
The probability of having a listener compliment you is 0.00001%.
Probably lower than tio-ing 4D la!
So, I'm touched and happy.
Now, I think that the world is sucha beautiful place, because of such beautiful and sweeeeet people around!
HAHA! I know I change face very fast la..
Still, there are hideous people out there!

Finally, I thanked her for her support and all..

At 19:46-
'TKS 4 calling. Trust me, i jus a listener, not ur fren lah! I always listen wif my heart so im very sure u did much better than others...sincerely! Take care!'

HAHA!
Isn't the world today just so beautiful?!
And Chengyao, thank you for all the encouragement too!
I superrrrrrrrrr appreciate!
You did a dang good job previously as well.
Let's jiayou together and I shall see you in the studio after 2 years!

To all the people who think I'm doing good, THANK YOU!
Be it if you say it out, THANK YOU!
Really appreciate..

Another gathering...

Yesterday, the 6/8-s had another successful gathering!
Same old people, yet 3 new faces after 10 years!
Full of laughters and crap.

Random Thoughts

爱情到底是什么玩意儿，我想没有人能够确实的回答吧？

它有一种让人神魂颠倒的魔力。

能够使你开心的大笑，痛心的哭泣。

有时候会让人突然觉得，我为什么会这样子呢？

对不起，仍然在找寻答案的我真的不晓得。

但是我相信，就算在一起，有一天总是会分开的。

就连曾经被视为神圣的婚姻都能用离婚来解脱，现今社会还有天长地久吗？

别说是一起生活1年，2年。

身旁的情侣朋友甚至在在一起5年，6年后，还是分手了。

长年累月的感情，一夕之间，两个人化成陌生人。

这样真的对吗？我不晓得。

如果现在能够和承尧聊这个话题，他应该会有别于一般的见解和想法吧？

你看，至少亲情和多数的友情是有保证的。

即使没有天长也有地久吧？

现在的我，虽然幸福的沉溺在爱情里，但是，我说但是。

倘若有一天我真的必须要离开你，离开我们，我想我应该能够以豁然的心情应付吧？

不过，我还不想 =）。

没什么，我只是，一时有感而发。

DAYsss @ BANGKOK!

I nearly forgotten to blog about my Thailand trip.
Anyways, as it was a pure shopping trip, there isn't much photos to share.
Still, it was a crazyy shopping trip with me spending all my S$400 plus S$150 extra from yaya's mum. And yes, I didn't pay for any food, cab fees or whatever. Just purely my own shopping stuff I spent S$550. Totally overspent!
And because we walked like mad without stopping, to see that we waste no SECONDs, every night we paste salonpas underneath our feets and eat 2 muscle relax pills! It sounds crazy I know. Plus every morning, we eat some sunblock pills to prevent ourselves from being scorched by the 38 degrees celcius there. HAHA.
End up, I came back with around 40 pieces of clothings. Yes, all mine.
And if I promised you Lay's or any stuff from Thailand, I'm utterly sorry!
Cos I hardly had enough to spend on my own clothings. And, we didn't have enough baggage to carry more extra stuff home as we were loaded with CLOTHES!
Anyway, it was a dang fruitful trip for me! A crazy shopping trip!

I was quite pleased with the quality of hotel, for the amount we paid for.
I highly recommend FIRST HOUSE HOTEL because it's located IN Pratunam Market.
So, whenever we are loaded with stuffs, we just go back and unload ourselves.
And, we are ready to CHIONG once again.

The FIRST time we unload our stuff. It was simply crazy!
Just from Pratunam Market only!
And I already spent like S$200. Now you know why I'm broke huh.

I think this was the SECOND time we unloaded. It was spastic!
I can't show you all the clothes I bought here.
But, I've started to wear them piece by piece.. =)

I'm super happy to have bought this! My iPOD cover!
It's super 奢华 and super my style!
Only, 200Bhat. Around S$8.60. =P

And, Kai and I got a tamagotchi each. It costs S$5 each. HAHA.
But till now, mine died twice..

Ok, this is random. A fruity market.
Hence, a truck full of pineapples.

AuntieAnne's there is freaking cheap!
Guess the glazed almond or something is only less than S$2 if I remembered correctly.

Kai and i ate this at 25 Bhat. Around S$1.10.
It's a crepe wrapped with nutella and bananas.
Nice!

Just some interesting food that I saw there..

ChengYao's last dayy..

It was ChengYao's last day on 30th, Sunday. Now, Darryl and I are officially alone.
Hate it. Why can't the four of us just stick toegther forever?
I believe we can acheive some great stuff as four you know..
Mel's creativity, CY's mature thinking, Darryl's 口齿伶俐..
It's simply perfect can?
HAIZ.
Anyway, we met up again.. And yes, it was to EATTTT again.. HAHA.

I took a few of these when Chengyao took his.. HAHA.

The food we had.. Damn a lot!
I wonder why Mel is still skinny..

The "Very Sincere" card writing session..

Finally, it's.... US!

I really love you three tonnessss!
And Chengyao, I know you v busy with all your friends and have no time for us.. HAHA.
And Mel, you've to act busy with your band and all..
And Darryl, your singing club and gf and blablabla..
BUT, our friendship means FOREVER ok? =)
So, 常常联络不准懒散!