I know I'm random,

I realised that I made sooooo many posts just for October.
But this is my space for my thoughts in the first place right?

Anyway, I was reading my archives.
And i realised so many sweet stuff about you.
I was able to write it down last time, but I didn't exactly treasure.
Or never really "realised".
I'm sorry.

Also, it's been a long long way back that actually I don't honour my promises.
It's just that I didn't realise it myself.
I say stuff like I wanna upload certain photos, but I mostly didn't.
Not because I delibrately wanted to break promises.
But because I cleanly forgotten!
Really.
Can I change my brains away?!


And I so miss you.
I so miss us.
In so many posts, I stated that we will be together forever.
Because you said so, and I thought so.
But now? ...


I am having headache.
I have numbed hands..
Why?
HAIZ.