Just.. What's L.I.F.E?

I was preparing my script for this Sunday when Zhen msged me on MSN.
We chat a while. Then she gave me this link and told me not to cry.

http://www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

I assured her I will.
And I did.
That's the link to Clifton's girlfriend.
Clifton was the guy from TP who died in Brunei during his training.
When I came across the news of Clifton's death, I was like....
"OH. Someone died. Baby gets days off from training in Tekong."
That's it.
No special feelings.

Then, Zhen told me about his gf's blog and I decided to read it.
All I can say is.. She's brave. Extremely.

Just what's LIFE all about?
Look at Clifton.
Look at the people who leave us everyday.
You may be alive today.
But you may not be tomorrow.
That's life.

I told baby.
I wanna be with him for a lifetime.
We're gonna stick together forever and nothing's gonna break us up.
I said...
Even if death is gonna approach us, I MUST die before he does.
Cos I cannot afford to lose him.
Yes, I admit that I'm selfish.
It's because I love him.
Still, baby disagreed the idea of me leaving him alone in this world.
Once again, he cannot afford to lose me too.
Finally, we agreed on dying together, if we really must.

I'm constantly reminding myself to live today like as if it's the last of my life.
And I think I'm doing it.
I get to try out the job of my dream and learn things that I've always wanted to master.
The only regret would be not having baby by my side everyday.

I told baby that I really don't wanna have any regrets in this life.
I suggested us going for ROM.
Still, baby find us too young.

GOD, I know you can hear me up there.
Will you pleaseeeeeee not take any of my loved ones away from me?
Not at least until 20 years down the road.
Pleaseeeeee also bless zx's mum and bring her back to them.
Amen.